I looked down at my watch. “8:10!” I said to myself, in
disbelief. “Hey, Tim! You’re on 8:10 pace! At mile 95!” We were running down Britton
Peak, heading for Oberg, the last aid station before the final grueling stretch
of the Superior 100 on Minnesota’s North Shore. “It feels good,” Tim said over
his shoulder, as we continued to dodge and jump among the large silvery rocks.
He was his usual understated self, but I could feel his exuberant joy.
In this, his second Superior 100 race, Tim had hit a dip earlier
on due to heat and fatigue, and had spent some time with his second pacer,
Alli, working himself out of the trough. Having emerged from that dark tunnel
with renewed optimism and purpose, he was now leading me (his game #3 pacer)
through an express tour of the Superior Hiking Trail. Branches and roots
crunched under our feet; the bright leaves flashed by. I feel like I’m on the
Cyclone, I thought, remembering my 91-year-old father’s tales of riding the
iconic Coney Island roller coaster in the 1930s. Other hundred-milers and
fifty-mile racers looked at us with puzzled faces as we zipped past. “What’s up
with that guy?” I could hear them saying in their heads. “He’s happy,” I
offered.
There was a surpassing amount of
unbridled happiness on the trail that entire weekend, as runners from near and
far descended on this scenic jewel along Lake Superior, within waving distance
of Canada, in pursuit of hundred-mile, fifty-mile, or marathon glory. The
rocky, rooted, steep Superior Hiking Trail (or SHT when it’s at home, as the
British say) offers runners a chance to explore the infinite variety of the
northern woods, boasting a near-obscene amount of calendar-ready vistas that
reward the quad-scorching climbs. Put on by John and Cheri Storkamp of
Rocksteady Running, it is one part relentless trail challenge, one part epic
outdoor festival, and one part old-fashioned family hootenanny. So many
literally set their calendars around it year on year; the twisting trail has
become a lodestar on the running journey.
My Friday began, as it always
did, about a third of the way along the course, at Tettegouche Aid Station,
captained by the ever-genial Peter and Maura Schnorbach. The trees were
turning, ever so slightly, and the narrow glade surrounding the central food
table was filled with eager families and ecstatically optimistic dogs. The
woods fanned out on either side—dense, unending, and unyielding. Headlamps
would go on in a few hours; key decisions would be made. Yet here, in the
golden afternoon light, in the warm embrace of friends, all was safe. Pots of
soup simmered on our little camp stove, and gels, gummy candies, and orange
slices were arrayed like colored jewels. As aid station helpers, we milled
about, omnipresent camp counselors/restaurant servers/cheerleaders/ministering
angels, not resting until all of our runners’ needs were met.
The leaders swept through first,
barely grabbing a gel, their pit crews surrounding them in a precisely choreographed
display of efficiency and support. Neal Collick and Mallory Richard, who would
both go on to smash previous records in their stunning victories, were notable
for their intense focus, but also their palpable happiness, their genuine joy
in being immersed in this moment on this trail. Working at an aid station at a
familiar race is kind of like being the bride or groom at a huge wedding;
you’re so busy, you don’t even have time to greet everyone properly.
Tim came through, a bit hot in
the sun but full of hope and purpose, surrounded by loved ones. Such a contrast
from last year, I marveled, when he had battled so many challenges early on. I
gave him a hug and told him I planned to see him the following morning for our
party at mile 85. He agreed, and bounded off.
And so it continued as the
shadows lengthened and the day progressed. The runners continued their
carefully choreographed conversation with the woods, renegotiating every mile
who would lead and who would temporarily submit. I watched all of it as I
sliced bananas and handed out candied ginger (hooray for candied ginger!), and
came up with my own definitions of success.
Victory, I decided, went to
those who were able to most strongly and actively be present in each moment as
it passed. Outside of the solid foundation of training that all Superior
runners bring to the race, there is so little that one can control on the day
itself. The wind, the light, the deep mud, the steep rocks, the errant branches
or blazing heat…all lie in wait, judging no one, encompassing all. Those who
ride the crest, immersed in each second, end up with the happiest adventures.
The night fell, the moon rose
and then the sun. The 100-milers beat on, boats against the current, as my
beloved Fitzgerald wrote, and the 50 milers took off at 5 a.m. Neil and the
rest of the early-victors 100-mile posse were already done, having crossed the
finished line in the dawn quiet of the pool area, in what Grandmasters winner
Doug Kleemeier called “the peaceful, special time” before the crowds arrived.
The marathoners, fresh and cheerful as a posse of young mountain goats, sprinted off at 9 a.m.
I arrived at Temperance to start my pacing
shift with Tim. He’d had a great run with Dan, his speedy first pacer, and,
according to next pacer Alli, “we had a little break, but now we’re great!” She
was calm, composed, a former pro soccer player and now head goalkeeping coach
for the University of Minnesota women’s team. She could, I reasoned, handle
drive, determination, and drama in equal measure; whatever her assessment was
of the last five hours, I knew not to question it. “Ready to go, Timmy?” I
asked cheerfully. “I feel amazing!” he said, and took off. This, I now realize,
was the theme for the entire last marathon of the race.
Over the silver rocks, down the
roots, through the woods fractured by yellow sunlight, we went, picking up
speed like a downtown train. I tripped after Carlton Peak and broke my finger,
but I couldn’t worry about it, or I’d miss my stop on the Express. “I think I’m
negative splitting this,” Tim said, laughing. “What happened?” I asked, trying
not to suck wind too overtly. “Well, I was in a bad place, and Robyn Reed told
me to eat a ton, so I did, and then I just reset my head.” “That Dr. Reed,” I
marveled. “She knows what’s up.”
And just like that, we were at
Oberg. I love Oberg…it is such a bustle of activity, it’s the last stop before
the finish line, and it’s run by my dear friend Kurt Decker and the fine folks
of TC Running Company. There, Tim met his love Elena, who would accompany him
to the finish. “Drink that Coke,” I advised her as we did the handoff.
“Someone’s feeling chipper.”
I hung around Oberg a bit, watching the 50 milers
charging through. We’d been fortunate enough to see many 50-miler friends en
route; they, along with the blazing Colin Hagan and Emily Wanless (the men’s
and women’s winners) would all turn in wonderful times. The top marathoners, including winners Shane
Steele and Emma Spoon, were also finished--exultant, spent, treasuring their
fresh recollections of the race.
As the golden hour approached, I
met Tim’s brother Jon and his girlfriend Kelly (the peerless Team Tim crew
chiefs), to head to the edge of the road where the runners would emerge for
their final stretch. It is here, at this still point where the last vestiges of
SHT dirt meet the long asphalt drive around Caribou Highlands Lodge, that the runners
finally know— they know, in every
fiber of their exhausted bodies—that they will complete this thing, that the
end is waiting for them like an unwrapped gift.
“Can I run the road with you?”
I asked Tim. He and Elena could finish the final stretch alone, together, but I
wanted to share just this last piece, to celebrate the enormous contrast
between this year and last year. We didn’t talk much, but we all smiled, and
Jon and Kelly filmed it while they drove alongside, like a happy pace car. As
Tim and Elena headed for the last turn into the pool area, I pulled off, taking
a short cut through the happy throngs to the finish.
Surrounded by family and
friends, laughing in disbelief, Tim finished, having strung each moment
together to build a chain of equal parts jubilation and challenge. “Nice
comeback,” I said under my breath, as I watched him from afar. “I want to get my star!” he announced soon
after finishing. Standing a bit apart from the crowds, I watched as he, along
with all of the other finishers, stepped up to claim what was theirs: the star,
the medal, the moment, the day.
It was real, it was here, and it
was glorious.
Amy Beth Clark is a
mom of three, writer, runner, and peanut butter aficionado who lives in Maple
Grove, Minnesota. She loves pacing friends in ultras while wearing her
trademark sparkly skirts.